The Marriage I Left Behind

Malcolm had stopped deserving me a long time ago. Still, deciding to end things hadn’t been easy. Not until the accident. Not until I lost our baby.

It had happened two weeks earlier. I was driving, Marcella, my adopted sister, riding shotgun. I’d had a single glass of wine—not nearly enough to feel drunk—but I didn’t want to drive that day. Marcella insisted, and I relented. Then it all fell apart. A car slammed into us. Too fast. Too sudden. No chance to react.

When I woke in the hospital, the doctors told me two things:

One, Marcella had a fractured leg and a broken arm, but she would recover.

Two, I had lost the baby. My baby. The heartbeat I had clung to, the one I thought would save our marriage.

Instead of comfort or support, there was only blame. I knew it wasn’t my fault—it was the other car—but because Marcella mentioned the wine, everyone decided it was my negligence.

“You should have let Marcella drive,” Malcolm had snarled beside my bed, eyes blazing. “She had an important company conference. And now? Look at her. You’ve ruined everything. All you do is sit at home and do nothing—and now this? You’re useless!”

I blinked at him, the sterile lights flickering, and wondered how the man who had once held my hand so gently could crush it now. Yet this wasn’t the first betrayal—it was only the loudest.

I had grown up thinking love meant giving endlessly, bending until it hurt, sacrificing everything. I believed that if I gave enough, love would come back to me.

Marcella and I were born the same day, in the same hospital, just minutes apart. A power outage, a terrified nurse, and a tragic mistake: our identities swapped. One nurse carried the guilt for decades without ever correcting it.

Marcella went home with the Monteras, a wealthy, old-money family with a legacy to protect. I, Amara—the real Montera heiress—was sent to a working-class couple in the outskirts, to a quiet, humble life full of hard work and love.

I never knew the truth until years later. The dying nurse finally confessed. Blood tests, legal documents, undeniable confirmation: I was the real Montera daughter. Marcella wasn’t.

But by then, it was too late. Marcella had been raised as the golden child, the public darling, tKaiaed for power, etiquette, and prestige. She fit seamlessly into their world.

The Monteras welcomed me, yes—but not as a daughter. As a charity case, a correction of a mistake. Marcella remained the daughter they celebrated, while I was merely tolerated. Even Malcolm had chosen her.

At first, I tried convincing myself it was just admiration, old ties, the history they shared. Then, a few days after the hospital, I overheard him behind the garden during a gala.

“I should have married Marcella. Marrying Amara was a mistake. She’s weak, ordinary… lacks spark. Marcella would have made sense—a real power couple,” he whispered.

My hand flew to my mouth, hidden behind the hedge, frozen.

Then he continued.

“I’m thinking of spiking her drink at the next gala. Make it look like she cheated. Then I can file for divorce; everyone would side with me—even her family. And I could finally be with Marcella.”

My stomach twisted. He wanted me gone. That was the breaking point—the moment something inside me snapped, replaced by something harder, colder.

It was then I called Kaia. The phone barely rang twice before she picked up.

“Kaia…” I murmured, voice trembling. “I need you. My divorce… it’s final in five days. Can you pick me up then?”

There was a pause, then faint shuffling. “Wait—what? Divorce?” Her voice cracked with shock. “Amara… finally! You’ve finally seen reason. I told you—you didn’t deserve that jerk.”

A bitter laugh escaped me. “Yeah… I didn’t.”

I shook myself back to the present when Malcolm’s voice called from the kitchen.

“Babe! I made your favorite!”

I wiped my eyes and stood, walking toward the smell of food. The act. The performance. The perfect husband before the next betrayal.

In the kitchen, he waited by the stove, smiling, apron from Marcella draped over him.

“Come on, sit.” He kissed my cheek as if nothing had happened. Like we hadn’t lost our child. Like I wasn’t in pain. “We can have another one,” he said casually.

I stared at the plate, stomach twisting. Mushroom risotto. Marcella’s favorite. Not mine. My favorite had always been steak. He knew—or maybe he didn’t. Because he never really noticed me. Never truly saw me. I had been nothing more than convenient.

Five days. That’s all that remained before I could finally walk away and never look back.

I lit the candle, letting the stillness of the room settle around me. Its flame burned small and steady, a soft white glow, so composed compared to my shaking hands as I placed it beside the tiny blue socks we had bought just a month ago. Soft cotton, the color of the sky—picked out by Malcolm himself. He had said he wanted our son to grow up brave.

I sank to my knees before the little altar I had made for our baby, pressing my eyes shut.

“I’m sorry,” I whispered, my voice trembling. “I should have protected you… I should have seen them for what they really are. I’m sorry you never got to meet this world… maybe it’s a mercy in the end.”

I stayed there, motionless, letting grief wash over me, minutes—or maybe hours—slipping by without notice. When I finally rose, the resolve was there. It was time to take the next step. Time to move forward.

I started with the nursery. Every folded onesie, pacifier, and soft animal blanket—the fragments of dreams I thought we’d build—went into boxes. Alongside them went Malcolm’s gifts: anniversary necklaces, journals, even the framed photo from our honeymoon in Italy, the one where he whispered, “You’re my everything.”

Lies. All of it.

I carried the boxes outside to the fire pit, lit a match, and watched flames devour our past. Ash spiraled into the wind like vanishing ghosts. As the heat kissed my face, my mind wandered back to the first time I met Malcolm—five years ago, the night I learned I was the rightful heiress to the Montera Group. My world had shattered in a single breath. Yet there he was—calm, warm, persuasive. My family called it fate; he was the son of a partner corporation, a perfect match for the merger.

And me? Foolish, hopelessly in love at first sight. He made me feel… seen.

But love from a man like Malcolm came with a price: conditions, expectations, manipulation, and, ultimately, betrayal.

When the fire had died to glowing embers, I returned inside to clean, still performing the role of a perfect wife. I opened his closet to arrange his things, then something caught my eye—a box hidden behind his jackets. Curious, I pulled it out. It was heavier than I expected.

Inside, my heart froze.

A photo album. Prenup photos. Malcolm. And Marcella.

Each glossy image was a knife twisting in my chest. Marcella in a white gown. Malcolm in a black tuxedo. She smiled at him like she had his heart, and he held her as if he had already abandoned me. The dates were recent, just days before the accident. My mouth went dry. My legs wobbled. But I didn’t scream. Didn’t cry. I closed the box and carried it outside. I had already mourned enough.

Returning inside, the smell of garlic and butter hit me. Marcella stood at the stove, flipping shrimp like she belonged there. My parents, Paula and David, sat at the dining table. Malcolm arranged wine glasses, smiling like everything was perfect.

I froze at the doorway.

Marcella turned and beamed. “Just in time. I made shrimp pasta—one of Malcolm’s favorites… and Mom’s too.”

We all sat. Steam rose from the plate in front of me, parsley scattered atop it. I stared.

“What now?” my mother snapped, impatient. “You’re not eating?”

“I… I’m not hungry,” I murmured.

She waved a hand, frustrated. “Always difficult. Can’t you at least appreciate your sister’s effort?”

Marcella tilted her head gently. “It’s fine. She doesn’t have to eat if she doesn’t want to.”

“She should,” Malcolm interjected smoothly. “Marcella went through the trouble. Don’t be rude, Amara. It’s not always about you.”

Not always about me?

I bit my lip, sharp. They didn’t know—or maybe they did and chose to forget. I was allergic to shrimp. Hospitalized once, a full-blown anaphylactic shock. Yet no one remembered. No one asked. Not Malcolm. Not my mother. No one cared, because Marcella had made it. And because I was expected to comply.

“Fine,” I said, swallowing my pride along with a bite of pasta.

It only took seconds.

My throat tightened as if wrapped in iron, my chest pressed in from all sides. I struggled for air, grasping the edge of the table, fingers trembling, lungs gasping.

“What now?” Paula snapped, her voice sharp and impatient. “The food isn’t good enough for you?”

“She’s doing this on purpose,” Malcolm said smoothly, swirling his wine. “If you didn’t like it, Amara, you could’ve just said so.”

I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.

The room began to blur, shadows and spots spinning at the corners of my vision. Breathing became impossible—I was drowning in the very air around me.

Then—darkness claimed me.

The sharp, sterile scent of antiseptic was the first thing that hit me when I opened my eyes in the hospital room.

Then came the steady beep—soft, unyielding, a reminder that I was still breathing.

I blinked at the ceiling, trying to piece together how I had ended up here, until the bitter taste of shrimp returned to my mouth and memory crashed over me: the dinner table, their laughter, my body betraying me.

I let out a slow, shaky breath and turned toward the window. Sunlight streamed in, warm and golden.

I was utterly alone.

Ignoring the slight tug of the IV in my hand, I pushed myself upright and reached for my phone. The screen lit up with notifications—none from Malcolm, none from Marcella, none from my parents.

I opened social media. There it was.

A story from Marcella’s feed, now gone, but etched in my mind. The image of them at an art auction: laughing, glowing, perfectly staged. My parents beside them. Malcolm’s hand casually resting on her lower back.

The caption: “Celebrating life with those who matter.”

A jagged laugh escaped me. So that was it. While I nearly died, they sipped champagne beneath chandeliers. Well, perhaps it was partly my fault for eating the shrimp. I had hoped this incident might finally make them notice me. I was wrong. I would never belong—not really—even as the true daughter.

I dropped my phone onto the bed. No flowers. No cards. No fruit basket.

When I asked the nurse if anyone had come by, she shook her head, apologetic. “No visitors so far, ma’am.”

Even now—after all the revelations about the switched lives, the heartbreak, the truth—they still loved Marcella more. Always.

And me? I had given them everything: my love, my body, my baby, my name, my future. And in return? Disregard. Disrespect. Contempt.

But I was done.

That afternoon, a message from my lawyer arrived:

Lawyer: Divorce finalized. Official documents on the way.

Then Kaia’s message came, as ever my lifeline:

Kaia: Everything’s ready. Disappear? Or marry a stranger and make your own headlines? I can arrange either.

Me: Anything. Anyone. Just get me out of here.

I signed my discharge forms and walked out of the hospital with nothing but my coat and silence. The air outside hit harder than expected, a reminder: there was nothing left for me here. No warmth. No family. No love.

Back at the mansion, I gathered a few things before vanishing for good. No one noticed. The house buzzed with preparations for the Montera annual gala. Guests. Lights. Champagne. Marcella, in her element, orchestrating florists and string quartets as though she ruled it all.

She turned, offering me a smile that never reached her eyes. “Oh, you’re back. Amara… I didn’t mean for you to get sick.”

My mother glanced up from her planner. “She just wants attention. And if she knew she was allergic, why eat it? Useless bitch.”

I lowered my gaze. Pain flared, but I swallowed it, refusing to let it consume me.

Then my mother threw a clipboard at me. “Since you’re here, help finish the arrangements. And if anything goes wrong, it’s on you.”

Of course. Always me.

I worked through the night. Every seating chart. Every floral centerpiece. Every email, every call. I ate little. Slept less. But I endured. Because I had a plan. Just a few more days.

During a brief pause, I passed the hall and caught Malcolm and Marcella whispering near the grand piano. His hand brushed her cheek. She giggled. They leaned too close.

When I walked by, he offered that same old line:

“She’s just my friend, Amara. Always has been. Even before you came along—it was supposed to be us.”

His words made it clear: I was the intruder. The mistake.

I said nothing.

Later, in the guest room, exhaustion finally pulled at me, but sleep refused to come. Faint sounds drifted from down the hall—soft moans, muffled gasps. Marcella’s room. The headboard creaked. Then I recognized Malcolm’s voice—low, intimate, familiar.

I crept toward the hallway and froze outside her half-open door.

Through the narrow gap, I saw them: bodies tangled, slick with sweat, sheets wrapped around them like silk. Her laugh. His groan.

Without a sound, I turned and walked back to my room, heart heavy, stomach twisting.

It was the last day before the gala. One more day of pretending. One more day of smiling through emptiness.

I wrapped a scarf around my hair, pulled on my coat, and made my way to the main hall to double-check the placement cards. That’s when the door creaked open behind me.

Marcella. Her smile was different—too sharp, too polished, like glass reflecting light. No audience this time. No parents. No Malcolm. Just us. And when it was just us, Marcella’s sweetness disappeared entirely.

She stepped inside as if the room belonged to her. “Up early, huh?” she said, voice dripping with mock cheer. “Still playing the perfect little worker bee? How admirable of you.”

I didn’t answer. I didn’t need to. I knew who she was when no one was watching.

It wasn’t new. I remembered her breaking my favorite porcelain doll and screaming that I had pushed her into the cabinet. I got grounded; she got a new dress. I remembered sneaking cookies because of her and taking the blame when we were caught while she walked away praised for her honesty.

Even as we grew older, she whispered cruel truths disguised as jokes:

“Malcolm only married you for the merger.”

“You’ll always be second-best, Amara. Doesn’t matter whose blood runs in your veins.”

It never ended. No one ever believed me when I spoke up. I was always the liar. The ungrateful one. The burden.

Maybe leaving the couple who had raised me with care—the ones who kissed my bruises and tucked me in—was a mistake. But they were gone now.

I had hoped coming to my real family would mean belonging somewhere. I was wrong.

Marcella crossed her arms, leaning against the doorway. “I need you to do something,” she said, crisp and commanding. “Don’t go to the gala tomorrow.”

I blinked. “Excuse me?”

“You heard me,” she said, stepping closer and pulling an envelope from her coat. “Ticket’s in here. One-way. To a quiet resort in the province. A whole week. You like peace, don’t you?”

She placed the envelope on my dresser like it was an offering. “You don’t need to ruin the gala. Stay away from Malcolm while you’re at it. You’re not right for him, Amara. Never were.”

There it was. Her true voice. Cold. Entitled. Cruel.

“I know what you saw,” she added softly. “It doesn’t matter. You’re still married… for now. But it’s only a matter of time.”

I studied her, really studied her, and for the first time, I didn’t flinch. I didn’t bend.

“You don’t need to worry,” I said, calm and steady. “After tomorrow, you’ll never have to see me again.”

Her eyes flickered. “Good.”

I walked out without another word.

That night, I sank into a long bath, lavender steam fogging the mirror, my mind, my thoughts. Exhaustion wasn’t from the work or preparations—it was from pretending, from silencing myself.

When I stepped out, robe around me, hair towel-dried, the door slammed open.

My mother appeared, fury in every motion. She hurled something at me—a gown. Beaded, emerald green.

“What the hell is this?” she snapped. Then she tossed a delicate velvet box, which hit the floor and spilled its contents: a broken gold chain, emerald pendant shattered.

I stared. “Is… is this yours?”

She crossed her arms. “Marcella said she saw you near my room. Did you do this?”

“I… I didn’t,” I whispered, still frozen on the broken emerald.

“Liar,” she hissed. “Marcella saw you. You’ve always envied what isn’t yours. And now you destroy it?”

“I didn’t—” My voice caught. “I swear, I didn’t touch it.”

That was all it took.

A sharp crack echoed through the room. My head jerked.

She had slapped me. Hard.

The sting spread across my cheek, ears ringing—not from the pain, but from her words.

“I should’ve left you with the peasants who raised you!” she shrieked. “You think you’re one of us? You never will be. I regret claiming you as my daughter. Marcella is my only child.”

I froze, her words settling like stone in my chest.

She stormed out, slamming the door behind her.

I stood there, trembling, the box still in my hands, heartbeat thudding like a drum.

A soft knock came.

Marcella stepped inside. “Are you okay?” she asked, reaching for me.

I recoiled, instinctively, but she drew closer, her false warmth brushing against my arm.

“You know,” she whispered, her voice coated in sisterly sweetness, “maybe she’s right. No one really loves you. You’re just… extra.”

Her words cut deeper than any slap.

Something inside me broke.

I shoved her.

My hands shoved Marcella, and for a brief second, she teetered back, eyes wide with shock. I hadn’t meant to push her that far—it wasn’t even a strong shove—but true to form, she made it a performance.

“You little—!” she hissed, lunging at me, nails aiming for my hair.

Before I could react, she had grabbed a fistful, yanking my head violently to the side. Pain lanced across my scalp as I struggled, clutching her wrist, trying to free myself.

“Enough!” I shouted, shoving her back again.

She scratched me. Sharp, burning lines marked my cheek and neck. We stumbled backward, grappling like feral children.

“What the hell is happening here?” Malcolm’s voice boomed as he stormed in.

Marcella melted into tears instantly. “She hit me! Look what she did!” she whimpered, holding up a faint red line on her arm.

“She attacked me first!” I shouted, pointing at my torn shirt, messy hair, and the small trickle of blood on my cheek.

Malcolm didn’t hesitate.

“Amara, what is wrong with you? Are you insane?”

“She started it!” I yelled, desperation in my voice. “She provoked me! She said—”

“Shut up,” he snapped, the word cutting like a whip. “God, you’re pathetic. Always the problem.”

I froze as Marcella sniffled behind him, clutching her staged injuries.

Malcolm’s eyes locked onto mine, colder than I had ever seen. “You’re nothing compared to Marcella. Elegant, composed. And you? Just a bitter, messy shadow.”

The room fell into a heavy silence. The kind that follows betrayal—weighty, permanent. He didn’t even check on me.

I am his wife. And none of it mattered anymore.

That night, I cried myself to sleep. The scratch on my cheek throbbed, but the ache in my chest was far worse.

The next morning, Malcolm asked me to accompany him shopping for the gala. I agreed—for the last time.

At the boutique, he draped a hand lightly on my lower back, as he always did in public, as if to show care. As if he hadn’t spent the previous night in someone else’s arms.

He browsed suits and luxury gifts, while I followed behind, silent, detached. My phone buzzed. Kaia.

“Who’s that?” Malcolm asked suddenly, narrowing his eyes as he reached for my phone.

I pulled it back, holding it close. “Do you really need to read my private messages?” I asked, arching a brow.

His jaw tightened, but he stepped back. “Enough with the phone. We’re heading home soon.”

Once back at the estate, he excused himself, claiming a meeting.

The moment the door clicked shut behind him, I moved quickly. Into the study. I opened the hidden safe behind the bookshelf and retrieved the hospital report from my miscarriage—the one no one mourned with me.

I slid it into an envelope, added the signed divorce papers, and finally, our wedding ring.

Sealing it carefully, I called a delivery service to send it to Malcolm during the gala.

Then, I took one last walk through the estate. Wiping down every surface I touched. Deleting my fingerprints from the smart lock. Leaving the keys neatly on the dining table. Every trace of me erased.